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He lives on the back of my head,constantly whispering vile things to me, like Voldemort in that first movie.
#I am not sharing the full thing#but the colouring is just too good lol Iām proud of myself#so Iām sharing it#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#illustration#art#fire lord ozai#digital art#small artist#yes thereās a flash of man tiddy#get over it
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
ā°āā¤ āAt times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if youāre living with this illness and functioning at all, itās something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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a VERY happy new yearās eve from you to me :] hereās to doing more
#tmnt#rottmnt#ronin#new years#blues notespad#rottmnt oc#real talk i have been doing things like school and itās really killed my motivation to work on golden boy and other things#this is my first full art piece in forever#i am doing OTHER other things iāll be happy to share soon#but for now i hope this is good#iām very grateful for all the people iāve met this year and how much FUN iāve had#uhh my resolution is probably just gonna be to doodle once a day and post more non turtle related things#i hope yall like rainworld deltarune and stickman because oh boy i will become insufferable abt them#oh and sonic#the movie was good. shadow is sick as hell yadda yadda#for this year ronins taking a bit of a backseat because i need a break from turtles#not because iām dropping him#okay? okay#next person to ask me when iām updating gb is getting stomped#thatās all lmao#happy new year! see you. tomorrow. because i have more art for tomorrow
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a person who named a genus, on tumblr
Actually, three genera, but Anilany and Nanohyla are not as catchy as Mini. A full list of the taxa I have described is available on my website. :)
#I am also a huge nerd#I think most of the accounts I follow are fandom accounts#my feed is full of Star Trek; Star Wars; Tolkien; and science#I have a totally inactive Tolkien sideblog called ThingolAndReadyToMingol#that is to say#I am a pretty normal tumblr user#I just mostly share work-related things because that's what The People want#and I happen to work on frogs#I think the thing is that young people who start on tumblr eventually grow up and some of them are still using tumblr#so yes there is a frog taxonomist on tumblr#but then there are also likeā¦ astronauts#and palaeontologists#and probably racecar drivers#and whatnot#so I am just like any one of those#answers by Mark#anon#anonymous#what is really interesting is that this is novel on tumblr#but it is totally normal on twitter/bluesky#I am one of MANY frog taxonomists on those platforms#just cornered the Tumblr market#maybe *because* i'm such a nerd#tag rambles
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letās be super clear: there is zero canon evidence that alden ever pressured or neglected any of his children. zero. if you want to make him that way for fic or fanon purposes, fine. you do you. but the second you try to use that in a serious anti alden argument, you lose credibility
#if youāre going to bring up alvarās whining think about this: when fitz was born alvar was twelve years old#when biana was born alvar was fourteen#OBVIOUSLY the parents will pay more attention to the younger children than the teenager!!!! this is common parenting sense#thereās also no evidence alden prioritized fitz above alvar or biana#if you donāt believe me: think about this. when has BIANA ever complained about alden favoring fitz? she doesnāt#alvar does but thatās because alvarās only personality trait is whining that he has to share (yes SHARE) the spotlight with fitz#he says he grew up under immense amounts of pressure but thereās no evidence that alden was the one putting that pressure on him#it reads more like a societal thing. like ohohoohoho look at the vacker boy over there weāll see how he holds up#and if you donāt believe me on THAT just read bianaās registry file. itās clear that she was put under a lot of pressure----#----not by alden but by her peers at foxfire. the council. other elves. thereās nothing from alden#alden is a good parent guys. you all forget that he grew up under these exact same conditions#heās a good parent full stop. not āoh heās tryingā not āwell heās a little messed up but heās doing what he sees as bestā. good parent#i am still working on the sending his kids to search argument. just wait. thatās coming still#but god people act like he sent his kids to scope out murderous cults and not take short trips to watch random girls from a safe distance#kotlc#kotlc alden#pro alden vacker
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Something Iāve been thinking about lately is that small moment in āAir Turtleā where immediately after the Daves lose yet another game, Leo says how sorry he is and how heās doing his best as the mascot. This moment is so short but itās honestly jam-packed with a whole heap of characterization.
His need to apologize for things clearly not his fault - especially when it feels like he messes up the job he was given despite doing the best he can (the phrase āitās not about youā takes a new meaning when this is one of the lessons to be learned from that - that he is not always solely responsible for things going wrong), his need to save face and make a connection with an older adult man in his life (something he consistently does throughout the series - heās got a few daddy issues, always collecting potential father figures, itās no wonder he jumps at the bit to keep rapport), and the way he sounds and looks and the words he chooses really pushes how he is just a kid (āMr. the Dunk, Iām so sorryā).
Like I know itās a one off moment that doesnāt truly mean much, but when put against the rest of the series it works really well with the rest of Leoās established character and helps in solidifying later concepts as well.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rottmnt headcanons#am I looking too much into things? almost assuredly yes#I actually appreciate how tim immediately goes āitās not your faultā as well? like he couldāve just blamed this 15/16 year old but he didnāt#but yeah this moment got to me a little mainly because it made me realize that Leoā¦DOES take responsibility for things a lot#he messes up a ton yeah but he says sorry at a pretty consistent rate#and yāknow thinking about it#THIS IS TINFOIL HAT TERRITORY BE WARNED#heās mentioned being betrayed by his brothers before - I wonder if it was something as simple as taking the fall for like#breaking something of Splinters or whatever#point is it wouldnāt be out of the ordinary for him to get the full blame for something only partially his fault#or not his fault at all in some cases#like in bug busters where Raph gets mad at Leo for not getting captured with them#(I understand Raphās mindset here a ton - Raphās the leader and heās likely lashing out so I donāt blame the poor kid)#but this plus the moment at the beginning of the movie#where only Leo is reprimanded despite Mikey and Donnie having full autonomy to join the fun pizza stacking#make no mistake this is not at all a diss on everyone else!!! itās just something I noticed#I think that āitās not about youā doesnāt just pertain to being arrogant and wanting the spotlight#I think itās also about how responsibility is meant to be shared#and like#Leo DOES mess up a lot! so heās honestly probably used to having the blame because it is often at least somewhat warranted#heās specifically described as being good at apologizing after all#tldr: Leo messes up a lot of the time so he is very used to blame and attention both good and bad#even when the full blame should not be solely on his shoulders
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wanted to make a comic but words and structures escape me at the moment so instead i just sketch
plus a dusknoir i think i drew before playing special episode 5 back in january based on a papyrus meme which is honestly really fucking funny in retrospect given thereās a pmd x ut AU going on?? not very active in fandom but iāve seen multiple crossover fanarts pop up already
#my art#pokemon#pmd#pmd2#pmd eos#future trio#celebi#dusknoir#grovyle#using brushes i donāt tend to use on procreate too lol#thereās like a whole thing i wrote for them but i donāt feel like continuing it + it makes me a lil embarrassed ngl itās too sappy for them#which is why i am back to square one. i donāt know what to write for any pmd characters in order to make a comic#i have ideas i just donāt know how to explore (haha) them#whatever. they will come with time.#can you tell i love black backgrouds LMAOOOFJDKKD#if anyone wants to know the full text of the future trio sketch dm me. im too embarrassed to share it to Everyone. again. too sappy#i love to draw them.#they are so fun they are so shaped 2 me <3
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Pages from trying to keep a little sketchbook-scrapbook type thing going for two weeks lol. I gave myself specific rules in hopes they might all end up more cohesive/consistent seeming, but alas, scribbly chaos reigns, it seems
#sketchbook#scrapbook#Actually I feel like these are kind of incomprehensible in photo form like.. In person holding the book its easy to look at#but as images on this scale I feel like there's so much tiny little text and small scribles and stuff you'd have to 'right click > open#image in new browser tab > zoom in' just to actually really see the thing. which for 7 images is excessive lol.. so. probably not the best#medium for sharing really but. I suppose I thought they might look cooler lined up next to each other. The whole part of using a#limited color palette is so that maybe they kind of seem to have more consistent color schemes or something throughout. but I dont#know if they look all that 'related' or not. I think these types of challenges I have always sucked at because I am a being of clutter and#excess. I can't just do like one little simple nice looking design and have that Crisp Neat calligraphy with evenhanded perfect lines#and perfect symmetical composition and etc. etc. Like some poeple post very aesthetically clean and cohesive looking sketch#pages or something but I simply cannot hold back the brain impulse to add more. more. more. Fill every single blank space with color#or a little drawing or a sticker or something. I take away 500 things and there are still a million there. Even when I thik I'm being#'simplistic' I'm still usually being 2x more complicated and cluttered than the standard or whatever lol. I guess thats clear from my#outfits/costumes though too. Like whatever that saying is from that person about something like 'before you leave the house take off one#more accessory. you dont need it' for me is like.. 'before you leave the house. add 10 more accessories. and 6 more layers. and another'#AAANyway. I wonder if also maybe some people would try to plan theirs in a way to look good or something or like.. plot things on the page#before placing them. I did sometimes have a theme for a day kind of (like day 10 I ended up finding a few gold and green things and then#was like.. hey... what if I looked for a few other things and only used these colors today') but aside from that I was just slapping down#stickers randomly and working around them to fill the page. Maybe a lot of neat minimalistic asthetic design is about planning and#having a Vision set ahead of time. instead of just complete random whatever. doodling whilst watching youtube videos or eating lunch. It's#a miracle actually I've managed to not spill any food on the book the whole time. anyway.. I do wish the highlighter really showed up. the#scanner kind of makes the colors look VERY different to irl. But also it got much clearer images than just camera pictures of pages. alas..#..Still oddly enjoy the phrase 'Salisbury Steak gently kissed with industrial pollutants'#probably my favorite section of 'gluing random papers and things onto the page' lol#Also I wonder if it's super obvious that I literally never ever use references when I draw (save for the few freakish looking youtube#face sketches) since everyone is always in the same positions and looking very similar ghhb. This could have been a good opportunity to#work on not solely drawing from my mind and try to do more Dynamic Experimental scribbles. NO. Same exact eye for the 90th time#be upon ye. But I guess it was meant to be casual 'daily doodles'. True 'practice' would make it seem too effortful like a full project. hm#(lol the one decimated pencil in the set... never hand me a writing utensil. i will passively destroy it somehow. shaving the sides of a#pencil off with a knife or snapping a pen in half as a nervous fidget without even realizing i've done it. sorry to the drawing implements)
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trying to not complain about the discrepancy between how much content fictional women and poc have vs the white dudes in every fucking fandom im in, because no one owes me fanart/fic and i can make shit myself, but holy fuck can any of you name a woman?
#despite this mentioning women specifically its actually inspired by the ao3 tag for lucy and the guy who waterboarded her having 500+ fics#while her with her canon black love interest has 36.....#yanno. in a way its still 'name a woman' because none of these writers see her as a full character with thoughts and feelings that#may not align with their own. shes a named y/n to 80% of the fandom instead of. oh i dunno. an interesting canon character#ugh#sorry that you wouldnt wanna kiss max but lucy is built different + dont care + she didnt ask + L#(unfortunately i am the one getting ratioed because lesbians with correct opinions suffer more than jesus)#AND ANOTHER THING!#her tag is literally (i fucking counted) over half just shipping content with the white guy. unusable without a blacklist i stg#its not enough that she has so much less content than him. she ALSO has to share half of hers as primarily focused on him#UGH.#im allowed to bitch a full novel in the tags because its my fucking post and you can reblog it without this commentary#im not even using full names so it wont show up in their tags. i dont have to further justify shit about fuck to anyone
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Homura Hcās (or a mini appreciation post tbh)
Homura is one of those characters we see only a handful a times. I think we see her maybe three times in the show, and a couple times in the merch. Mostly Hesokuri wars.
But despite the fact that she has about two speaking roles in between three seasons and a movie, the writers try to keep her personality in tact and I like that they do that.
Most of this comes from Jyushimatsu Dolphin (season 3 Ep. 8). Where Homura sticks her neck out to help Jyushimatsu follow his dream of being a dolphin.
We donāt know exactly how cannon these skits are, but certain characters are chosen for a reason and I think we can take away a lot from some of Homuraās decisions and actions.
Like the fact that she even agrees to help Jyushimatsu at all despite not knowing him (in this skit at least). She tells us directly that it was because she was moved by his passion, but staking your job on something as flaky as passion would be- what some people call- a dumb risk.
Despite being the only one in his corner, Homura gives her all into training him. In her first appearance in season one, Todomatsu call her āWeirdā And I think this skit goes into depth about how weird she actually is. Homura hardcore trains him in the ways of being a dolphin that she is familiar with, even if that means nearly drowning him.
This girl that we met in season one, who we knew as soft and sad, is in fact a weirdo.
Like just look at how everyone reacts to her! Go off queen!
I really like how this skit gets rid of any assumptions about Homuraās character. From her first appearance alone you would think maybe sheās weak willed or fragile- but she really puts her all into the things she cares about and doesnāt let anyone slow her down.
Homura doesnāt even call it out or try to explain herself, itās just how she is and I love that for her.
We also see pretty consistently how she handles conflict, or failing.
In season 1 she calls off ever seeing Jyushimatsu again because she has to go home, and you can tell it hurts her to just outright reject him like the that.
The fact that we possibly know her background also adds context to her decision.
Itās possible she just wants to get away from that industry and the people, maybe too many people know her from the porn dvds and she just needed a fresh start somewhere else. Maybe she felt like she was lying to Jyushimatsu because she couldnāt tell him all sheād done- who knows?
Thereās a lot of ways you can look at it but I think most of all, the skit in season 2 could reshape how we looked at her reaction to conflict in season 1.
When faced with failure, Homura gives up.
She gave it her all, and it still didnāt happen. Homura is grounded in reality to an extent. While the Matsunoās live by their own rules and do whatever they want- it feels like Homura found a way to work within the rules. To try everything she can, but not to exhaust herself with something thatās not baring fruits.
She doesnāt seem disappointed that Jyushimatsu will keep trying, sheās angry. Homura yells at him and calls him a block head because heās being stubborn- but why try so hard to get him to give up when itās his dream? Why does she want him to quit? He will continue with it without her so why?
Thereās a possibly that she doesnāt want to see him hurt. Like season 1, Homura distances herself from Jyushimatsu specifically after he confesses.
We can assume itās because she would be in a whole other city, and with the past attached to her, she didnāt want to hold him back. Either that, or she didnāt want to face rejection if things didnāt end up working out.
But I also think itās important to note that Homura was moments away from ending her own life. In the end, she chooses to take herself to a familiar place rather than to attempt again- showing signs of gaining some perspective or some motivation to keep going.
My main take away from Homura as a character, and outside of her potential relationship with Jyushimatsu, is that Homura is a character ground in reality who is a little silly.
Homura takes things seriously, no matter how goofy they are (like wanting to be a dolphin- like an actual dolphin), but she also likes to laugh and have fun like everyone else.
Homura knows not to spend time on something that possibly wonāt work out, and this could be because sheās been beaten down before and knows the prolonged pain of hope. She also has a past we know nothing about that couldāve shaped the person she is today.
Homura is a silly weird girl, but unfortunately life got to her first. That doesnāt stop her from being weird and silly though.
#osomatsu san#ososan#osomatsu san analysis#fandom#homura ososan#Jyushimatsu mention#Talking abt Jyushimatsu and Homura as a couple is its own thing#but I donāt see too many ppl talk about Homura on her own#like Iāve seen it but I donāt see ENOUGH of it#not that Iām judging we have maybe one episode where she speaks full lines of dialogue#and itās a skit so thereās barely anything to work with#Even if I am kind of making a mountain out of a molehill I still like the consistency in some of her actions#like Homura is a realist but sheās also fun and weird and I love that for her#I think especially because the main boys all live in their own bubble#compared to the rest of the cast who-while cartoony and silly-are also grounded in reality#EX. How Totoko is aggressive and cute while also trying to build an idol career#this is also my way of summoning Homura into season four BRING HER BACK YOU COWARDS#Shes in the games I know yāall have her#Omg guys please donāt share your Homura hc stooop nooo that would ruin my daaay#*Bats my pretty long lashes*#okay Iāll go first- her only friends growing up were farm animals
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art summary .. i didnāt improve that much but i drew way more than last year so YAY š
#i donāt expect this to do numbers but i shared it w the gang so i am sharing it on my blog tooā¤ļø#i like compiling things here etc.#Anyway. someday iāll get more used to doing completed full pieces with nice lineart. but i get so impatient ..#art summary 2024#summary of art#olive art
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You know the easiest way to not get doxed on Reddit is to not splash pics of yourself here out of confidence that youāre not well known enough to be recognized? Clearly youāre well known enough to be recognized at least by some people. **I** can recognize you, though I did not post it on Reddit. Doxing is horrible, but you should learn this lesson too, and share less identifiable information.
ok just got 5th text along these lines across the last couple of days at varying degrees of politeness so just picking out a short one at random to answer on public ā yes, youāre absolutely right. 100%, i agree.
let the record show that i realised my part in it the moment i was directed to the post and saw it was my face that was recognised, believe me i have been beating myself up over it ever since, and am aware that i am at fault for treating a public website like closed socials šš½
less justification, more explanation is that i had been so used to self-curating a certain kind of public image in the activism days with the way i look/present myself and behave ā obviously that had to switch off at once with the book, especially the whole barbie act, and with the first few āworld litā events i did, i very soon understood why.
i def took anonymity here for granted after the initial increased scrutiny post that lindir anecdote had died down, esp as iād shared it on a 10 follower blog at the time, assumed it was more of a silly tidbit than anything people would care enough to go looking for, let alone post all across the web, have public threads trying to scour over what i post and find stuff out even months after. frankly itās less me not knowing re: internet safety and more me convincing myself that it was fine, and i can do what i used to without facing any repercussions.
anyway thatās all iāll say on the matter, just letting it be known that dw, i am perfectly aware of my own culpability šš½āØ
#tbh a publishing pro had told me at my launch that debuting in this genre at that age was a double edged sword and#girlie was right āØ#the writer as a brand thing sounded fun from the outside tbh but frankly itās a struggle when your field is full of public intellectuals#and youāre 20 years younger than the average writer in said genre and so have to try twice as hard to measure up#i have done in conversation events w people 50 years older than me for eg#like i shared the story about going insane and hiding on an island bc margaret atwood read my book#because it freaked me the fuck out#but yes clearly the Writerly image is something i am frankly struggling with and#convincing myself that this place is truly anonymous was certainly part of that#asks
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whatever who gives a shit anymore doggirl jackie
Edit: if youād like to see more of my art, follow @lastlovesongonthislittleplanet ^_^
#I think itās hilarious how im one of the only people in the fandom and i happen to be the most obnoxious kind of autist#okay wait I donāt actually care anymore I LOVE BEING WEIRD AND MIXING TWO UNRELATED THINGS I LIKE TOGETHERRRRRR#thereās a full drawing but I am not going to share .UM#dog girl#doggirl#puppy girl#puppygirl#fanart#jackie cleveland#my art#prairiescribbles#love lies bleeding#loveliesbleeding
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happiness is having someone comment that your writing is beautiful when youāve been insecure to get back to writing again
#oliver talks#the last year of my life has been full of so much difficulty and pain and struggling#and itās been so hard to want to do things For Me that make me happy#but i want to find my way back to writing again because itās such a big part of who i am and what makes me happy#and i know the fandom is quieter now the show has been over for years. i was once a huge blog and now im this nobody screaming into a void#im not even sure anyone is interested in my writing anymore#but i want to write for me. i want to find my passion and excitement again#vet med has been kicking my ass. but something Iāve always had to make me happy is writing#Iāve got some poetry Iād like to share soon#and hopefully more destiel drabbles and maybe even some fics#Iāve been so insecure to start posting writing againā¦ and i know i said im writing for meā¦ but to hear someone say they love what i wroteā¦#that it was beautifulā¦ that thereās even one person out there still interested in reading my writingā¦ that means everything to me#im so grateful and just so happy#<3
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yeah...
#p#sims 4#ts4#shenanigans.save#fun fact they have been in a relationship in sims 2 for uh#nearly a full in game year now and they have never shared a bed#i am very close to finishing autumn year 4 and they started their thing in winter year 3#winter year 4 i think will be it. things are happening
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"You never had me in your grasp" or "you never had me fully"
That doesn't mean that Og never loved her. What she is saying is that "no matter how hard you tried, you could never control me". You never had me in your hands, you can never tie me down, no matter how much you manipulate me or others, how much you want us to stay the way you want, no matter what sacrifices you will do to achieve it, I will always be my own person and will make my own decision if I have to. And that decision will be final if you cross the line.
That's exacly what Sobok said to Heyrang "You still don't understand? You can't manipulate her to do what you want". And she was right. And that's what Og also warned her of. "If I ever leave gukgeuk, that will be because of you". Hyerang drove her further away by trying to tie her to the throne forever, while it was the last thing she wanted.
Okgyeong is patient. Not only with her juniours, Hyerang, her fans. She is also patient with time. She has been in this industry for so long, she knows it in and out. So she waited. She didn't tell anything to director, she didn't leave Hr, she didn't leave the troupe as soon as she wanted. She is smart. So she waited while her patience was wearing down bit by bit and her boredom replaced with quiet resentment. So she did what Hr always did - she manipulated her to show the best she could and put an end to this.
Because she actually knows how much the mermaid loved the prince, but the prince can't stay forever if this love is rotten.
#there might be some mistranslations of the phrase but that is how i see things#this all obvi just only my opinion I can't thinknig abt her#also i think we will see her again (pls pls pls pls)#I am also so happy to read y'alls thoughts#a lot of commenting on the characters online esp on twitter is so hasty or empty with no consideration to the full context of the character#lives and minds#so am i glad that I can share my thoughts and then smone will add what i haven't considered#jeongnyeon: the star is born#jeongnyeon#moon ok gyeong
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